aw geez... these last couple weeks are bearing down and i don't know what to do about it. i want to be around chanel and rj 24/7, laughing and breaking the rules and staying up late. but somehow? it just doesn't feel like it's working the way it used to. i want another day at the zoo. but eek! listen to how whiny i sound! really, everything's been going great these days. today i finished painting my room, and tomorrow i move back in! it looks very very pretty, and i can't wait to see it all put back together. i've been watching massive amounts of TV lately and it's rotting my brain.
oh and ick, i've gotten lazy. just the idea of schooling makes me shudder, even though i know it has to happen. this summer has been so easy, just working, reading what i want, never stressing over a deadline! it might just kill me to go through it again.
so i feel sleepy and scratchy and i think it's time to go sleep in my paint-fume room. maybe i'll find something more intrigueing when i've stopped watching futurama.